dealin with the stress of the war

only those who are brave

--can fight for their happiness.


that's why.
now you know why?

**i covered my face again
this night with my pillow.

it was kinda sad thinkin of your face.

too bad that i am so cravin to kiss your cheeks this time.

maybe seven or eight kiss
on both left and right cheek
will let me sleep.

aaa!

i know.
and ofcourse.

been tryin to forget you.

forgive me.
you know i am trying.
just not easy.

it feels like crying all of these again this time.
_____ , it hurts like hell. aaa!

this hurts like hell.