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Dear ______,

i just couldnt sleep.
It's been a lone day.
i spend all this time thinkin of you.
i miss you.

__, sometimes i just
cant believe how lucky i am,
having someone like
you in my life.

you know, someone to be with
when everything gets to be too much.
i would probably gone CRAZY long
ago if it were not for you.

i just cant forget our first date.
i was so lost with your smiles at me.

and i guess from that time on,
i was never really the same.

you know, it's WEIRD, but i've
just begun to think of i'll do or
what will happen to me if you
turn me away.

The nikay you know,
will just die.

When i lose you __,
I'm afraid i'll lose myself.

Sometimes i do nothing else
but think of you.
I would sit by myself,
close my eyes, and there you are
--right by my side.

I'd lean forward and whisper
in your ear "I LOVE YOU"
I'd put my arm around you and hold
you tight like i would never let you go.

It's a wonderful moment
and I wish with all my heart
that it would never end.

I wanna dance with you.
Swaying to and fro to some
un-heard music, listening to
the beat of our own hearts.

I've had my chance to see
other guys, to have boyfriends even.
But for some reason i didn't.

I've had crushes now and there,
thought I had fallen in love once
or twice, but NONE of them, i
realize now, were ever really serious.

I was starting to think
that something was wrong
with me. AND then you came
along and i realized that maybe
GOD had kept me away from all
of those guys because I was
for you. right?

And not a day passes that I don't
thank HIM for giving me the
most wonderful, the most wonderful
guy I have ever met.

Everytime I see something nice,
something really beautiful.
I always thinks of sharing it with you.
be it a wonderful movie,
an extra-pretty-sunset,
or a startingly exotic bird
perched on a branch outside my
classroom's window.

Last night while watching the sky
I saw again shooting stars.
This time there's three of them
fall to earth one after another.
It was one of the most
overwhelmingly terrifying yet beautiful things I have ever seen
and I wanted so much to share it with you.

Perhaps I just wanted you to feel
the joy I felt. If only such a thing
could be possible, I would share
with you all the joy there is in me.
All the joy i have ever felt in my life.

Maybe then you won't ever be sad.

I used to be so afraid of commitment.
But im ready now and Im no longer'
afraid. With you I'm willing to risk everything, brave anything.

I want to stay with you all my life.
I want to grow old with you ____,
get sick with you ____. I want to take
care of you and keep you from all harm.

I think of lying with you and watch you sleep. I think of kissing you, touching your skin, embracing you.

I think of loving you and crying,
happy that Ive given a chance to love you and be loved.

___, I really love you.
I hope you wont get tired of hearing it
because I wont ever get tired of saying it.
I want to climb the highest cliff I see and scream
at the top of my lungs that I Iove you until my
voice gives out. Im inlove with the most wonderful
man GOD has ever created. And that makes me
really happy.

Last night I dreamed of you.
And it was so wonderful because
in that dream..

--I saw you smile _____.
I love you so much.
please take care.